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And I thought this month was going to be entirely joyful and happy :/
After school finished three weeks ago, things have started to not look good in my family
One of my cousins is at the hospital right know, and it turns out she might have cancer, she has been suffering from chronic pain in her back, and well the doctors said they couldn't operate on her since it'd be risky for her and stuff ): She'll go into treatment instead but... I can't say that reassured me. You see she has a two year old son and her mother (my auuunt) came over from Cali just to see her and spend the holidays with the family, it made me really sad to realize she came to be with her daughter on a clinic...
But that's just not it, my mom and I went to the doctor the other day AAAND it turns out my mom has a cyst in her throat. :/ Thankfully it's nothing serious, she'll just need a surgery to get it removed aand that'll be it. ...except for the fact that after the surgery, she won't be able to speak for a week. Literally. I mean shit
And I'm not safe either, I'm getting an operation too. ALJDAKLSFJSD. I've had this breathing problem ever since I was little, like I can only breathe through one of my nostrils. AAAND the doctor wants to fix that because it seems I have sinusitis too SO I'm getting nose surgery so I can breathe. GREEEEEAT. ...hey at least my nose will look different so it's not THAT bad.
I feel terrible for my family as weird as it may sound, I just hope we can all celebrate christmas like every past year...
Sorry for telling my personal problems here, I just wanted to vent ): Being in my house the entire day is really affecting me,my parents aren't arguing or anything but I can tell my mom is pretty depressed over all of this. In fact today she woke me up, she was crying with my aunt who came over so... agh, I hate this.
But it's not entirely bad, I still got my friends <3 I want to thank

and

for taking their time to make me laugh yesterday <3 You guys really did make me forget of all my problems, thank you so much T_T
And to whoever read this emo journal, thanks too >: Hopefully the next journal I write is happier.
Oh and about art... I'm almost done with a couple of pictures, I'll sketch some things later today.
AND I LOVE HOUSE OMG